Oops, I forgot to post this last night:
Where have I been? Here. Sitting at home. Dealing with cranky children. Fretting about wedding stuff. Enjoying some new technology things like my new T-Mobile Sidekick, my Facebook account and my Twitter account.
I've been so tired and blechy feeling. Of course it's after 11:00 here and I need to be in bed, but I'm not. I get so excited when the girls are in bed and I want to stay up and party like a single person, but alas, I need to sleep and am only compounding my issues by avoiding it.
Honestly, everything is mostly great. I was just thinking earlier this week about how awesome my life is and how lucky I am. In the grand scheme of things, I'm blissed out, on a day-to-day level, I'm exhausted and ready to throw in the towel. It feels like my break will come on August 24th. The day after the wedding. That morning I will sleep in without concern. Eat a yummy breakfast, let other people watch my children. I won't have to do anything in particular that day, including even getting out of bed if I don't want. But until then, it's full steam ahead, whether I like it or not.