I made the decision to stop the (mostly) daily blogging about my ED once I hit the 28 day mark. It's a bit arbitrary as I won't be done yet, but I wanted to sort of move things along on this here blog. I will definitely check in once in a while about it, but I'll go back to blogging about my adorable children and my mundane life in the meantime.
So today, I still feel pretty shitty. I don't know what's going on. It feels a lot like how my body felt before I started the ED. Felt terrible when I woke up, drank some green juice and then went off to bring Iris to school. After a couple of hours of shopping for groceries I got home famished and made some lunch. Ate too much, felt like crap again, then didn't eat again until around dinner. I felt like I overate waaaaaay too much at dinner (though it wasn't that much food) and then felt really terrible afterwards.
I'm feeling extremely discouraged. Not sure where to go with all of this.